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asdf! [Mar. 16th, 2005|10:28 pm]
A whole lot of nothing has been going on recently. Typical hanging out days. Nothing special or extraordinary. Im getting lazy updating this again. lol
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A Hint of Summer Days. [Mar. 7th, 2005|07:50 pm]
Today was a beautiful day actually. We've had too many of those crappy wintery days but today seemed to have enlightened me. It was so nice out, I couldn't bear staying home at all. I took it upon myself to go out and do stuff. I decided to pick up Toby and Rich and head out to SBA for a little to see who was there. We met up with Chris and Angela and we hung out there for maybe from a half hour to an hour. We decided to go to the mall because well.. SBA always sucks no matter who's there. lol. We decided to have Chris join us. Angela had to leave so I dropped her off at her house.I know where she lives now!! >:) Anyway, I don't want to go into any details but Chris is mad fun to hang out with. lol. We should definitely chill more often.

lolliz nubz0r!!11one11

By the way, driving in warm weather with the windows and roof window down with the music blasted on the highway on a warm sunny afternoon is an -awesome- feeling.
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Live like Jack and Sally! [Mar. 6th, 2005|09:18 pm]
As you can see, I've been updating my Live Journal a lot more then I have in the past. I decided I want to so I can look at myself when I'm older and what I had to go through. I was hanging out with some of my friends from school at the pool hall at Victory Blvd. (Playing pool of course duh!) This flip girl was playing at the pool table closest to the cash register. The guy behind the register was probably chinese(Filipino maybe? *Shrugs*) Anyway, I would have to say this girl was about early 20ish. My friends decided to play on the pool table next to the one that was next to her table.
So an hour goes by, and I notice she's been checking me out several times. This is coming from a 20 year old girl.. So, me being the smart,intellectual azn that I am (Yea right LOL) I avoid making eye contact with her because I -know- her boyfriend is the guy right behind the counter. As I walk to the register, I see her at the corner of my eye, smiling at me. Just -as- I pass her, she whispers "cutee" and giggles. I hand the register dude my money to pay for the pool table and all of a sudden, the guy gives me a wierd look like I was trying to hit on his girlfriend. I gave him an attitude and just sort of "threw" the money on the counter and walked off to play some pool. This story has no lesson whatsoever. I just thought it would be pretty funny if you knew about it. lol
Anyway, I guess if you want a lesson out of this story, it would have to be, fckin chill azn brothas. I dun lyke NY azn booty. lmao

Seeyah rofflewaffles
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Zzzip [Mar. 6th, 2005|11:16 am]
Well, 2 days ago I got a letter from some CUNY place. They said I would be getting my letters of acceptance in the next few weeks. Ummm.. It's only a matter of months now that I would get to (hopefully) move out of this crappy island. I'm still planning on going to Hunter College. Also, I'm planning on staying there for 5 years to earn my master's degree.. (x.x) Maybe it's better that way? lol I should go check that place out soon.
Recently, I've been hanging out with my school friends -alot-. They're crazy. They're into weed, alcohol, and all that shyt. lol But I'm hanging out with them for the sake of this is the last high school year. After this year, I don't plan on seeing them ever.

Later fagz0r loller skates
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... [Mar. 2nd, 2005|06:53 pm]
If you see me, don't come up to me or speak to me. I need some space.. like.. seriously.
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Yeuah!! [Dec. 2nd, 2004|08:32 pm]
I've been too lazy to update a lot. I usually update when I have -absolutely- nothing to do. Here it goes..
Well, I can drive now so woohoo for that. Senior year is wierd. Me and my friends from school hang out a lot more often. I guess it finally hit us that after this, we aren't gonna keep in direct contact. I guess High School really is that quick. I'm aiming to go to Hunter college. Dorming there would be awesome.. it's 70% female.. lmao. Anyway, I cant think of anything else to type at the moment. Later.
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-My Ten People- [Nov. 18th, 2004|11:47 pm]
Everyone seemed to be doing this before. This is a pretty good way to express my feelings. Like the others, you'll have to guess who you are, that is if I even took the time to write you down. Here goes.

1. You were someone who I thought would be responsible. At times you would act very mature, something I admired about you, but then other times, you acted like a complete jackass. You messed up big time at one point in your life; you have no one to blame but yourself. People say you shouldn't be playing games considering how old you are. Nothing is wrong with games, but you seem to have overdone it. Do me a favor for one last time. Look at yourself in the mirror and think of everything you've done in your life, good and bad. If you're happy with who you are, that's fine. Don't change because of what others say about you. Change because -you- want to.

2. You were one of a kind. It was 4 years ago that I first became friends with you. You were different from all the other kids in our school, and that is why I became friends with you. You were nice and kind towards everybody. You always knew how to start up a conversation which is why I enjoy your company. We'd always use to compete on who did better in school; you'd always win. It was until last year that you got hooked into stupid stuff like smoking, drinking, etc. Although, you have one weakness. You give into your peers way too easily. Please put yourself back in the right direction. I would be devastated if you led a bad life in the future.

3. Ah, the funny times we had while we were still friends. It was a few months back that our friendship started to dwindle. You say you're not like everybody else on the island, yet I fail to see you prove it. We used to be mad kool when we hung out; we went to Menlo, 8otb, and just went wherever. It took me a while to accept who you really were. What I always thought you were, wasn't the truth. As you said yourself, our friendship meant nothing. Now.. you're just another face in the crowd. Enjoy life.

4. We have our little tough guy battles which is why you're funny. You know how to imitate a complete wannabe tough guy so well. We've been through many things together and for that I'm grateful. Sometimes you can be very kind but then sometimes you really piss me off. Considering your age, you whine and cry like a damn 10 year old. Tell me this, do you -actually- hear yourself speak sometimes? Now is the time to start growing up. You moan and complain about the smallest things and it really aggrivates me. Sometimes, you think you know me but you really don't; you're way too paranoid. You let your laziness make your decisions rather than your conscience. You did a lot of f*cked up things in the past which I understand people getting mad at you. Sometimes you're very irresponsible. If you feel I didn't say enough "good" stuff about you, don't worry; you know what I think about you.

5. It was a few months ago that our friendship started to become more meaningful. I used to think you were just someone who was obsessed with DDR, but now that I got to know who you really were.. you really are completely different. We talked about stuff in every possible category. You've shared your thoughts with me about certain issues. You were able to talk to me about stuff you couldn't say to others. Everytime I go visit SBA, there you are. But I'm glad you were there because we've become closer friend. We've definitely become closer.

6. Damn, when we first became friends, you were mad quiet. We used to have fun like hanging out or just chilling in the Funstation room playing Gameboy Advance with the crew. Now you're loud as hell. You act like a jerk when she comes to visit. Calm yourself. Realize she doesn't like you anymore. She only visits Funstation because of someone else. Set your eyes on someone else. Hopefully, next time in Funstation, you would be an ass.

7. You're a good kid. I've only met a few that were like you. You're mad smart in school. You know your priorities as well as your morals. That is something to be proud of. What else is there to say? Ummm, go out more. lol

8. Everytime I see you in school, it feels so wierd. You like to talk a lot with your friends. On the outside, you seem like a typical average Sea girl. I don't know.. there's just something about you.. something about you that puts you in your own category. Everytime I look at you from afar, there you are, looking back. Whenever I attempt to make a move, you already see it. But then I get signs that you like me. For now, we'll remain acquaintances.

9. I remember all the fun times together. I thought I knew you as well. You're very emotional. Back then, I always wanted to help you everytime you used to walk out and go off into your little angsty mode. You never wanted to talk with anybody; that's why I left you alone. I wanted to do something to help whenever you were depressed. I appreciated having you as a friend; you have family problems and I wish I could say "I know how you feel.." , but I can't. I hope everything settles down with that. You liked someone that didn't like you back. I know it's hard but you have to move on. That's what life is all about, moving on. If you're reading this, you should know already that this is you. We aren't friends anymore due to what you and a few others did. I won't be your enemy. I refuse to be your friend. This is life.. stop the constant smoking, stop the bad school habits. Do you ask why God does this to you? Realize, he doesn't control your life. -YOU- control your life. God is merely a spectator. Although we aren't friends anymore, it would make me happy if you got back up on your feet.

10. You and your cousin were both raised very well. You've had tough relationships in the past and I am sorry for your misfortune. I don't know but I feel we grew closer together. For the first time, you were able to talk to me about something personal. We also seem to be hanging out more often. I wish you luck on the future, even when you move out of New York and lose touch, you'll still be my friend.
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End of Summer [Sep. 14th, 2004|10:39 pm]
Just want to post up on some things..

That DDR Tourney in SBA.. I went solely to hangout. I guess the tourney was alright. Its just me and my lack of interest on what people get on songs.I dont enjoy tourneys as much as I used to. Ah well..

Last Saturday, we went to my uncle's hous in Jersey to meet all the family etc. who was going to the wedding on the next day. I saw my cousin again. Shes cool.. So, it gets boring in my uncle's house so me, Lloyd, my sis, and my cousin decided to go to Menlo Park mall to kill the time. Coincidently, we meet Luis,Austin,Joe, and Ian. We hangout for a few hours or so..fun fun. So..it gets late and Anthony comes in the scene. Thats around the time we left. We come back to my uncle's house and meet my cousin's cousin lol. Shes kool too.

So the next day is the wedding.lol Its another cousin of mines thats getting married..I know..too many cousins.. @__@. Anyway, the wedding party was fun..danced, got buzzed, and took crazy pics. All in all, it was a good time.

My first day of school was Monday. All my classes own. At least one friend is in each of my classes..except last period..but I dont mind.
I feel bad for Troise and Stein though..Besides lunch, I dont have any periods with Troise. At least Stein's got accounting with me.

Also, on a side note, this ragnarok thing is getting tiresome. Its tiresome because some of you make it sound like I isolate myself from everyone playing the game. While you guys play your stepmania or your halo or whatever, I play ragnarok. I -still- go out as much as I used to. You people arent with me everyday of my life..so dont assume. I go out to Menlo, fs, or just plain outside. I just find it rediculous how some of my friendships are dwindeling because I play another damn game. Get it right.
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A lot thats been kept in.. [Aug. 18th, 2004|02:27 am]
Yep, its been a hell of a while. A lot of things have been happening but I never bothered typing it in, mainly because I just didn't feel like it. Problems arose within the "ddr community." I dont even know if it still actually exists. The group sort of all went their separate ways..but not too far,still keeping in touch with each other. People have jobs, people dont have jobs, etc.
To be honest, I do not know where I stand in the "ddr community," I do not know whether I am hated upon or still considered a friend. A lot of stuff has been happening, with me, and everyone else I know. Stuff like distrust,hate,ranting,etc. I will not blame you if I am no longer considered a friend, as I understand why you see me in such a way. It seems some have realized hanging out is no longer satisfying and have moved on with life. Again, I understand. Maybe it is I who hasnt moved on. Maybe I still need to realize what has happened. I do not believe I can change it, but simply move along and adapt to it. People do not see others the same way they did months before..
Everything has changed way too fast..
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Okay..Heres how it is [Jun. 15th, 2004|05:48 pm]
I havent had the chance to update my journal for several reasons..Finals are the main reason. Yeah,so I hear that some people dont like me because I havent "hung out" with them in a while. No not because I was "angry" at something in the past.Its because Ive been too busy stressing over the finals and the regents. Yes, my parents are working me like a dog.Thats basically all I have to say at that issue.

Anyway, since Im updating..I might as well type out what happened today. Typical morning without school: Study, watch TV during breaktime and then back to studying.So, I go to the bathroom and when I come out,Luis out of no where is right by the stairs. lol Surprised the f00k out of me.But yeah..me and Flan got Luis a Harry Potter book, not much but Flan told me he wanted one so eh. I wouldve gotten you something better but:
1) Couldnt think of anything else.
2) Didnt have a lot of money.
3) Youre mexican... j/k
Not just that but Luis got me something =). He got me an LP wallet and sweatband! ^-^)b Thanks Luis. Im definitely going to be wearing both of them. Yes, so that concludes my entry for today. So f00k off, Ima go back to studying. lol
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